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I need some serious opinions from the powerlifting community my boyfriend is a competition powerlifter I’ve started lifting with him and his team and I’m in love so he has a meet coming up in a couple weeks which I originally planned on traveling with him to do all the little things so he could solely focus on his lifting but today after we all got done working out his coach pulled me aside and told me that I’m a part of the team now and he really wants me to compete at this meet on the 21st he thinks I could do really well it’s a small meet so it’s great as a first competition and he just wants to work on a few technique things beforehand what does everyone think? Should I compete? Is two weeks enough time to make a decision and prepare? Is my boyfriend going to think I’m stepping on his toes by competing as well?

Reblog this if you have chiari and you want people to educate themselves!

Where we all went wrong was believing that love has the same definition to everyone. That is simply impossible.

Things may be bad now but rain doesn’t last forever it may not get better today or even tomorrow but hang in there it will

What most people fail to realize is that it’s okay not to be okay for awhile as long as you pick yourself up again when you’re ready and keep going

DO YOUR WORST
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
-no
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
-taken :)
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
-thank you :)
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
-no
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
-just the love of my life
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
-more time with the people I love
7: Do you want to be single?
-absolutely not
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
-went out for a little bit
9: How late did you stay up last night?
-until the wee hours of morning
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
-everyday :)
11: Last three things you had to drink?
-Mountain Dew voltage
-water
-lemonade
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
-yes I’m a great wingman
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
-yes we all went through middle school
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
-in and out of them ;)
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
-not at all
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
-I was not :)
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
-sitting on the couch
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
-definitely :)
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
-probably not
20: What would you name your future daughter?
-Abigail :D
21: Do you miss anyone?
-not really
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
-yes we’ve all drank too much before
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
-it did
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
-professional
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
-definitely
26: Who did you last see in person?
-the love of my life
27: Are you listening to music right now?
-I’m not
28: What is something you currently want right now?
-to cuddle
29: What is the last thing you said out lot?
-I’m doing a thing on tumblr
30: How is your heart lately?
-fantastic
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
-only when I don’t feel good
32: Are you wearing socks?
-no
33: What do people call you?
-Melissa
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
-absolutely
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
-of course
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
-the love of my life
37: Did you do something bad today?
-duhhhh
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
-an hour ago?
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
-sometimes
40: Will you sing today?
-probably
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
-definitely
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
-my boyfriend
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
-yes
44: What are you listening to right now?
-the tv
45: What is wrong with you right now?
-chiari
46: What is on your wrists right now?
-a tattoo
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
-my high school
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
-hot chocolate
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
-as often as possible
50: Are you a good artist?
-oh god no
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
-absolutely
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
-not at all :)
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
-no
54: Do you have trust issues?
-occasionally
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
-yes many people
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
-probably yes
57: Do you use chap stick?
-always
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
-yes earlier tonight in fact
59: Do you have a little sister?
-no thank god
60: Have you ever been to New York?
-I wish
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
-absolutely
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
-definitely
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
-high as fuck cuddling with my boo
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
-no
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
-definitely
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
-of course :)
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
-yes
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
-depends on the day
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
-probably

Reflection

Yesterday was a hard day for me earlier this week I found out my doctor is sending me to a brain surgeon across the state to see if he can help me because after 3 brain surgeries with no success they feel there is nothing left they can do for me over here they have to send me to someone more qualified which terrifies me because it means starting over with a new doctor reliving the nightmares of the past two years as I fill him in on my story and facing possibly more surgeries if he deems them necessary and for some reason all the stress from that hit me yesterday on top of it all I’ve really been missing my boyfriend because he’s been working so much and I took all my anger out on him when he got home making it seem like everything was his fault which totally wasn’t fair but he held me while I cried anyways after having time to cool off and think about the events of yesterday while I’m calm I realized I owed him such a big apology he may be gone all the time but that’s not his fault because he is working to support both of us since I can’t work on top of trying to have his own life and be supportive of me in my hard times which is hard it’s hard to see someone you love go through so much pain knowing you can’t do anything to help and neither can they I understand that now he’s doing his best and I love him for that on top of all that after me being a total bitch to him yesterday he comes home from work on his break with my favorite candy and energy drink love little things in life and appreciate those who stick around through the worst

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*puts snapchat text over area of insecurity*